Today was really hard. I woke up and my 11 year old tabby cat was having a very hard time breathing. It was getting worse and worse by the minute. We rushed her to the vet at 8:00. They did Xrays. She had fluid in her lungs and all around her heart, and her heart was very large. She had a heat murmur from the time we got her from the shelter. I knew her life would end short, for that little heart was always working overtime. I just didn't know when. I also knew it was going to be sudden. Just yesterday she was chasing Weasley around the house and wrapping around my feet at the computer. We put her down by 8:45. God I miss her. This house is so empty.