We had to put my dog lucky asleep this morning. I wanted to be there for her, but i just couldn't. I still haven't come to realization that my baby is gone. I had her for 12 years. I just wish she had died peacefully in her sleep one day instead of having the vet do it. I have no clue what im going to do when i come home from school now. I might just sit in front of cage and cry... Its so hard.