Wanting To Just Smack Someone
Posted 05-22-2008 at 03:00 AM by nicole
It has been an insane week here, I think I am losing my mind. I have taken in a few extras in the last week and have made four trips to Seattle in the last 6 days. Back and forth to the VCA, and one trip to ACCES, the other emergency vet clinic in Seattle, about 15 minutes closer than the other one. I am out almost 5 grand in vet bills for other peoples STUPIDITY, LAZYNESS and just plain old SELFISHNESS. I think I am too the point where I have had enough! After all these years of dealing with stupid people, I dont think I can take anymore. I can't stand to listen to one more stupid excuse as to why their animal is so bad off. I thought I was going to hit this lady today,I had to go outside in the middle of her running her mouth and spewing out excuses, before I just clocked her! I really felt that angry! It was a good thing that her pig was so bad off that I had to leave next to immediately to get to Seattle AGAIN! I already have three in there at the moment, so lets just add another one, HEY, WHY NOT! I am made out of money right?????
If my hubby gets a hold of my latest credit card bills and the latest vet bills I foresee a divorce in my future!
The sad part, at this point I dont even care about that right at the moment. So Of course we will fight about the money I spend on the rescue, I will politely have to put him in his place again and remind him technically he works for me , maybe have to bust out the prenup. Thats another thing that just infuriates me, I OWN THAT BUSINESS, NOT HIM. He was working for me and thats how we met, it is a shame that he seems to forget that.
Now I am just being mean, I hate it when I feel like this. Oh well. I think it is really time to re think the whole rescue thing, I have not lost my sympathy for the animals, its just that I cannot take the stupidity of the people anymore. Its not the ones who really did not know, its the ones who were to flipping lazy to feed a guinea pig, so when I get there it is skin and bones, literally. How hard is it to fill up a food and water bowl........... it was obvious that they ate when they were hungry, ooohh it makes me so mad!
In general I still love the animals, but I have absolutely no use for the majority of the people I meet anymore. They are just a waste of air as far as I am concerned. One of these days I am going to get arrested if I dont stop soon....
I am going to take something to help me sleep after I am done checking on my new pig at the vet, and my new snake, and my new cat, and my guinea pig. So hopefully it will mellow me out and I will sleep. I will probably drool on myself for two days but it will be worth it! Oh, the cat was hit and left on the side of the road with two broken back legs to suffer in horrendous pain! I happened to be driving by and saw it trying to move! I really hate people!
Anyways I will not be taking anymore in for a while as I re think my whole situation. I am not burned out on the animals, just the many of heartless people I meet on a daily basis.
Done rambling now.... If you read this whole thing Sorry, That had to be painful to read all the rambling, lol.