matt updates his blog with talk of fun things
Not really. Hmm, to sum things up, I have no job, technically no home either. I have a lot to get done and am unsure how to do most of it. I'm conflicted about every option presented to me. I'm gonna wind up breaking my dad's heart when I leave too. My pets are still in MD being watched by a girl I've never met.
Moving's gonna be really expensive, I won't find a good job when I get back, and I'll probably get depressed working 2 part-time jobs with crappy hours, bringing in barely enough to pay the bills.
My girlfriend's halfway across the country right now and she misses me. Oh yeah, and she was raped by a friend of hers while I'm way over here, that's great. Oh yeah, and there's a very mild, but still scary possibility he gave her something. Super. I haven't been sleeping well.
Anyway, that's a summary. All in all I take it pretty well I think. Honesty, I really do. But this is the kind of stuff that always goes on when I say "I've been busy". I hate being preoccupied without an excuse, ya know?
I hope nobody really reads these much. It's more of a vent than anything. But I kinda want it available for the reading too, so it doesn't seem so pointless, lol. I really hate advice or words that offer no real help, so don't give any. I wonder if "rape" is filtered out in these...
Total Comments
Recent Blog Entries by furryscaly
